此文獻給：Before Sunrise．Before Sunset．Before Midnight
後來的後來，我看了無數次的《Before Sunrise》《Before Sunset》，有時候身旁有女孩但她只會說電影終究是電影、現實還是現實，有時候則是我一個人默默看完，然後回顧過往，隱隱感覺到其實好像有發生些什麼，現實不再是現實，而是依附著浪漫而生，不論是在台北街頭與她走長長的路、談長長的話，或是在窗邊一起聽著長長的雨聲，片斷的畫面總是安靜地留在我心中，也留在電影裡面。
I was 25 in when the first time I know about Jesse and Cline.They walk and talk in beautiful Paris on movie “Before Sunset”.And I had a girlfriend,a normal job and live together ordinarily.I had no idea what they were talking about in the movie.And then,I was 28 in when the second time to know about them.A girl who just know each other two days lie on my shoulder in naked.I ruin my life within three years.I lived in a single flat and drunk everyday.I shut down the computer without finishing the movie.
“I want to keep talking with you,I mean,I have no idea what your situation is,but I feel some kind of …Connection.”《Before Sunrise》
The third time I watched the movie when I encounter a girl who could be my soulmate(it’s pitiful that not on the train).We watched the movie many times and have French desert and milk tea.In that time,we lived in nothing but the novel,music,movie.She told me that you should start to write.Maybe we will encounter just like the writer Jesse encounter Cline.I say,it’s couldn’t be happen.I’m a stupid engineer not a writer.She left me before long,I have no regret in my mind but lots inspiration go inside me.
“I don’t want to cheapen what’s special about our time together.If we push for something more,It’s like we’re trying to commodify ourselves or something.” 《Before Sunrise》
Day after day,I watched many times of “before sunrise”&”before sunset”.Sometimes,a girl beside me and said that movie by movie but reality by reality.Sometimes I watched it by myself and recall memories.There were something real in pastime.The reality not just reality but stay by the romantic.However,I walked beside her or talked with her on the long street in Taipei or listening the rain sound near by the window together.The scenery always keep in my heart and in the movie.
“I had a terrible nightmare.I was having an awful dream that I was 32,then I woke up and I was 23.relieved,and then I woke up for real and I was 32.”
“Aw,shit,it happens.” 《Before Sunset》
The first day I publish my book,no signing promotion,no Paris with writer Jesse and Cline,only have slightly rain with Antumn.I went to buy my book with that girl.We were all changed because the reality influent in these years.We having a cup of coffee silently.Her melancholia getting better and find a stable job.But I quit my job now.She said with laughing.We just like have a reversal life in somewhere,sometime.
“Like sunrise and sunset, we appear, and we disappear. We are so important to some, but we are just passing through.”
“Salud(maybe?),for passing through.”《Before Midnight》
This conversation in movie “Before midnight” touched me.It’s make additional into the movie with life reality.The world continuing but life withering.Many quarrel scene in this movie.It prove that even you are the destiny lover but still need to face the reality.After the movie,I take a deep breathe.Maybe someone will say that movie have no romantic.But I think that is the most maturity in these three chapters movie.Perfect ending without heroic and ambiguous.The ideas of movie truly touch the live and life.I thought about that girl.Due to some reason that we can’t watch the movie together.But I think,they are get along with us here forever.Until the sunset down to the Aegean sea.We are staying here and there.